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I hope to do a lot this year...


I tend to remove favs and watches sometimes...Why? I guess I try to not have so many. I managed to stop that for favs; I still do it for watches sometimes, though.^^;



  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: fan blowing, noises from tv in other room
  • Drinking: water
Before you read this, just know that it's going to get pretty depressing. I don't like posting depressing things on my dA and such, and usually never do, but I just really feel the need to this time. I'll just go down the list; not all of it's depressing, but yeah.

1: Before school ended in Spring, I was offered to illustrate a comic. I accepted.
2: Found my long-lost crush of 5 years during the last month of school. He eventually became my first ever boyfriend. :heart:
3: Had much fun spending time with him during the Summer. Even went to a faire with my family and him.
4: During and before the summer I had much anxiety and resentment towards my own art. Actually for the past few years or so, but the recent months especially.
5: I achieved no major Summer goals. Didn't learn how to drive (and still didn't even drive a car for the first time!) and didn't start doing commissions. In fact, I didn't draw much of anything...!
6: My anxiety of failing my art has gotten so bad, I can't even bare to draw Swabawy... She's like, the funnest character of mine to draw, and I can't. :(
7: I did hardly anything towards the comic. I still can't bring myself to come clean about not being able to do it, but at this rate I probably won't before the deadline this September...
8: I discovered that I'm now in an inescapable loop of regret and unproductivity. I feel obligated to finish requests and gifts to others, but I fear I can't do it right so I do nothing. I want to draw things for myself, but I feel I must draw things for others.
9: My dad died..... He past on the 9th. I made the Obituary pamphlets for the service (the second time I made Obituaries, now), the service being last Saturday.
10: My family is now at great risk of losing our home because the bills are stacked higher than ever, and we already had to spend so much for the funeral service.
11: If we lose our home, I'll probably have to drop school for the semester.
12: At this rate, this year will be just as bad, if not worse than 2010 was.
13: I like all the classes I got this semester, enough. I'm finding Beginning Ceramics & Sculpture to be rather therapeutic because I get to be creative without worrying as much about failure.
14: My boyfriend will be moving very soon, thus making it a long-distance relationship.
15: One of his two dogs died yesterday. His brother got a puppy one or two weeks before.
16: I feel very inadequate and pressured about just about everything in my life right now...
17: I feel like a failure in many regards. I feel like I contribute hardly anything to my family. I feel like a lazy, selfish, stupid girl who needs to grow up.
18: Growing up is hard.

And that was my summer.


Imma change my name eventually..
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Requests: closed
Trades: closed
Collabs: closed
Commissions: ...I'm thinking of opening commissions soon. Once I'm done with the last two requests, I'll completely close them. Or rather, for every five slots of commissions, I'll only have one free request that will have the lowest priority and will only be a sketch with flat colors at the most.

To Do List:
-Viewtiful Joe...
-Finish Chibi Sample
-Make a new ID!!!
-Make a new avatar
-Draw other characters from the Fruit Sprites

100 Theme Challenge
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Water
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drown
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. scatter
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Bloody
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. attitude
21. Vacation
22. Nature
23. Chinese
24. No Time
25. Trouble
26. Tears
27. Stars
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. After the rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Clouds
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. hope
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. giving up
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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deadcell09 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Student Interface Designer
Hey thanks for the llama.
Strawberries777 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome. :)
Thanks for the llama
Strawberries777 Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :)
mdjustin Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Student General Artist
I made a model using the base you made. :D…
Strawberries777 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my gosh, YES! Finally! :la:
dessinateur777 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks a lot for the fav ;)
Strawberries777 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome! :D
Jewel-Shapeshifter Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Wth?? Your art is amazing D: The amount of watchers you have is an injustice >:U *watches* 
Strawberries777 Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
OMG, thank you so much! ;O; I really appreciate it! :iconiloveitplz:
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